Moods: In an abandoned sidewalk..

I want to put on a heavy eye shadow, wear a mohawk with sideburns and bangs, take my black Michael Jackson T-shirt and soak it in Zonrox, then take a pentel pen to colour it black once more. Put on a Black wristband, colour my fingers black, take an old pair of briefs and make myself a personalized stitched toy with its eyes as "X" and its mouth all stitched up using the material, then make it as a key chain and put it in my bag. Get a razor and slice something up. Then sit in an abandoned sidewalk curled up like a fetus, rocking myself to the music of Bliss. -_-